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  Lunar Light

  Penelope Fletcher

  Published: 2011

  Tag(s): Romance Shifter Wendigo "paranormal romance" fantasy

  A Beautiful Damned Novella

  LUNAR LIGHT

  Penelope Fletcher

  Copyright © 2011 Penelope Fletcher

  All rights reserved by the author

  Feedbooks Edition

  British English (BrE)

  Cover Image Credit: ©iStockphoto.com/VikaValter

  All characters and events in this novel are fictitious and resemblance to real persons, living or dead, are purely coincidental.

  No part of this novel may be reproduced, stored or transmitted without the prior permission in writing from the author.

  Chapter 1

  Evangeline

  You shouldn’t play with food. It is rude, and barbaric, and there is nothing to be had but carnal gratification for the feral.

  Lazily dragging a fingernail down the young woman’s back, I grimaced at the delight the simple movement evoked. The faint pop as her skin split and the gush of blood that welled to trickle down her peachy skin in thick rivulets was … positively decadent. I could be creative when I wanted to be.

  Blonde head thrashing, arms and legs jerking, she screamed. The sound was feeble and desperate. My heart leaped and pounded hard, making the urge to fool around with her harder to control.

  You shouldn’t play with food, but that didn’t mean you couldn’t.

  My conscience got the better of me, and placing my hand to the nape of her neck I pushed down, crushing her larynx, savoring each snap and crack as her bones shattered. Her jerking stopped.

  Dead food was boring food, but it was a balm to my ragged morality. Using my other hand to rip apart her thermal clothing, I clamped my mouth down on her side. My incisors cut through the flesh and ligaments with the ease of long practice. Even now my stomach squeezed. The contraction so blunt and raw my leg muscles quivered. Hunger. Always am I hungry. The frenzy of my bites slowed and I appreciated the warm flesh, saturated with adrenaline, sliding down my throat. With each swallow came relief and disgrace. At least she was no longer in pain.

  I paused. Manic cries were brought to me over the gathering storm. Her companion called to her from down below, from the easterly woods where most backpackers knuckled down to spend squally nights when camping. He sounded worried.

  Shame and a self-loathing so powerful it felt hot rolled over me. I shuddered, easing away from the body and became nauseated not by the food, but by not eating it. It was a waste. The emerging beast smiled, making me lean forward to bury my head deeper into the steaming remains sprawled and broken in the snow.

  Lightning splintered the heavens, starkly outlining jagged mountain peaks against a sinister and infinite sky. A rumble of thunder followed close behind, so deep it shook the ground. The wind howled, showering the rocky mountainside with hailstones the size of bush berries.

  My cold soaked skin grew colder, the silver-grey pallor darkening to chilly blue – the first sign of a full shift – and I sighed in appreciation. I cherished the cold. I lived in it and created it. The storms had always heeded my call and grown more violent in tandem with my savage moods. As did the wolves I ran with, cunning and fierce predators that could make the ferocity of my hunts seem bland. When a wolf pack hunted it was a sight to behold, nothing close to a Wendigo, but impressive nonetheless.

  The Wendiga that took me over when the moon was full was a curse. I was a monster in its purest denotation. I was vicious and bound to darkness. The Hunger for human flesh consumed me. It wouldn’t be so bad I was in beast form the entire time. What made me so disgusting, such a grotesque creature to behold, was that a full shift into Wendiga form was only triggered once I had succumbed to the urges that plagued my mind from moon rise to moon fall. When I shifted my outer shell matched the twisted hunger that had held the females in my family captive for generations. It was ugly and gruesome. No matter how hard I tried nor how many chains or locks my Da used, I got out and found my pound of flesh. I was a cannibal. I ate people, and each time I did I liked it … more.

  No animal could slake my hunger; only human tissue plugged the hole. I couldn’t help it. Like I said; I am a monster.

  My spine rippled beneath my skin. Grunting, I stumbled away from the freezing corpse and fell to my knees on the riverbank. The first shift of the cycle was trigged by the first feeding and was excruciating. I leaned over until I could see my reflection in the still water.

  Great chunks of flat ice still bobbed along its glassy surface even this late in spring. It stretched before me in a majestic glory too far for me to leap over. It was at least eighty foot wide, and started at the base of the mountain range, winding its way up from the lowlands until it disappeared into the apex of the rocky hills. They bottled the mineral water that trickled out the other side.

  The Land of the Gaels was treacherous and dramatic. Sparsely populated, Baltic and forlorn it was the perfect hiding place.

  I forced myself to watch every time the Wendiga broke free and took control. Always in the vain hope one day I might be able to command her. It was a simple, but outrageous hope that one day my human side would stay present enough so that I could stop before I tore apart random strangers in the wrong place at the wrong time. At the very least I could start to spare the good and eat the bad.

  Like razors, the individual vertebrae of my spine jutted forth and sliced through my skin, which instantly healed over to leave the sharp bone tips exposed. I cried out, my head snapping back and my body convulsing. My torso lengthened, the ribs popping out as my waist collapsed, sinking into unnaturally slender curves. I hunched forward, gripping the icy ledge that unexpectedly gave way to the frigid water. Arms long and sinewy, I trembled as my mass stretched, legs becoming endless and that would push my height to measure over seven foot. I was well built as a human but now my muscles reformed, becoming as hard and light as carbon fiber, gifting me flexibility unlike any other backboned creature. My jaw opened wide and my lips plumped as they peeled back at the sides. Opening my mouth to scream every tooth shot down in sparks of pain, lengthening into fangs, and a hidden row of teeth protruded out of my gums behind the first. My pearly canines would remain exposed, even when my mouth was closed, reminiscent of the saber-toothed tiger. Sensation after sensation bombarded my senses, tearing them apart only to revert, and crush them together with breathtaking clarity. I keened shrilly as my nails lengthened and curled under into claws, gouging the snow so deeply I felt the frozen mud beneath the surface. I scrunched my toes up, but it did not lessen the hurt as my feet exploded into paws. My heels burned as wicked sharp talons sprung out, lifted high of the floor until only the fleshy pads of my toes touched the ground. I knew my skin was no longer tinged with varying shades of blue, but a deep azure barring my collarbones, feet soles, navel, nipples and palms, which looked like the membrane had been scrubbed too many times, faded. My skin did not have pores like a human’s so it was slick, slightly translucent, and exposed navy veins running across my wrists and neck, the inner creases of my elbows. I worked my jaw, running my long tongue over two sets of teeth. My face was a thing of nightmares, haunting, evil and elfin in its beauty. I’d screamed when my mother had shown it to me for the first time when I was a girl. A mesmerizing sight, my hair had always been long, cascading to my waist in a blanket of white silk. It remained the same color even when I returned to human, but was thicker, wilder when I shifted.

  Even my Da liked my hair, it reminded him of my mother’s. He had seen the beast when I was a child, as I stood on the cliffs trying to understand the power I held. Trying to comprehend why I would ever want to send my voice a thousand miles away on the wind. He’d told me that I looked like an
angel blessed by the Almighty. But I’d seen the fear and revulsion in his eyes as he’d told the lie; trying his best to avoid adding to the guilt my mother punished herself with for spawning me. He’d never be held the dreadful splendor of my fully-grown Wendiga form, nor did he want to. I couldn’t blame him. It was not something you could look upon with love.

  I rolled over onto my back, my dagger like spines pressing into the ground. Agony took hold of me as my internal organs realigned. Panting, my chest jerked as I worked myself into a panic in fear of the pain to come. The shift was almost complete, but the part I hated the most always came last. The part where the beast took over, and I, Evangeline, disappeared. Each time was like watching a horror movie being filmed except the limbs I tore from screaming people was not simulated. The hot blood that splashed against my body was not a cheap imitation. But I couldn’t stop it. Even I stared up into the night sky the low clouds rolled back to flaunt the fat and bright moon.

  Lunar light drifted down to bathe my writhing form, and breathe its curse upon me anew.

  There was a grunt and a soft thump beyond the tree line as if someone – a big and heavy someone by the depth of the sound – had stubbed their toe on a rock, or bashed their shoulder into a tree by accident.

  My mind was becoming fogged, confused, but this strange thing had me clasping onto my human wits. I’d held out on the Wendiga an entire hour before. It had been a dire situation, and I’d nearly driven myself mad, but I’d done it. I knew I could hold on a few minutes to discover what foolish thing dared disturb me.

  I rose slowly, not bothered, but curious. Nothing stalked me, you see, and no animal would cross my path unless the alternative was death.

  My adjustment to the vibrantly colored world was effortless. I was attuned to the environment as if I’d been crafted from the slate rock of the mountains themselves. Everything had a muted glow and grey tinge. I lost the warmer colors when I shifted; they were beyond the spectrum of light my eyes could decipher. The breath I drew into my lungs was exhaled degrees colder than when it rushed down my throat. Sounds, small and great, were fed to me through multiple senses allowing me to experience the world in a vast and new way. I tasted the cold, felt the land sing and smelled the reverence as the wildlife acknowledged a superior predator.

  In the night I owned the food chain and the sounds of someone trying to be quiet so close was a curious thing.

  A scrumptious aroma, almost saccharine curled into my nostrils, tantalizing me with licks of scent. I cricked my oddly elongated neck to peer into the murky depths of the evergreen wood. A startling odor of rotting flesh tainted the bouquet as I inhaled deeply. My mouth watered even as my eyes narrowed, recognizing the distinctive smell of storms and death that abruptly overwhelmed everything else.

  “No,” I growled, disbelieving.

  This was my hunting ground. Whatever this visiting Wendigo wanted was obviously worth dying for. None crossed my path that I didn’t kill. It was a necessity to stay safe and remain hidden. Few traveled far from the Clan homelands, and most were exiles, sent away for endangering The People. Most outcasts seemed glad when I ended their curse, but none had come this way for over a decade.

  The downy hairs that covered my hairline prickled from a disturbance in the air. My hiss of forewarning reverberated; a piercing sound that announced my presence and staked my claim on the Highlands. I knew every beast from the Grampian Mountains to Loch Long and the Lowland Divide would hear me.

  A figure wreathed in darkness burst from the trees, heading toward me at speed. In a flash I was on all fours, back hooked. I snarled in warning, spitting malice and venom.

  I would not move. This was my territory, my ground and I. Would. Not. Be. Moved.

  The Wendigo kept coming, his long powerful stride increasing with each bound, hair whipping behind him in a cloud of black ink. His limbs were cobalt, ridges of hard muscle defined by the moonlight.

  His pace was swift, his aim precise.

  Ready to bring down his beast with my own, I lifted my chin and boldly caught his eye. In their bottomless depths blazed fury, desperation, and astonishment.

  My lids slid closed in a blink, stunned, before he slammed into me and hurled us both off the ledge into the ice-cold river.

  Chapter 2

  Under the water I screamed. A gurgle of bubbles and muffled shrieks rushed from my throat and swirled away. I twisted, my body adjusting to the lack of gravity and the suffocating pressure of water. Here I was worse off than a human. My body was heavy and slick. It soaked water up.

  The river faded into a black abyss below my feet. Topside was clearly visible where shafts off moonlight broke the surface. If I had been on land I would have been lying upside down on a gentle slope since the light was coming from my left.

  Thrashing my arms and legs, I leveled out so my head was pointing in the direction of up. Then I saw him, body slack, sinking down into the nothing. He would drown. My first thought was to let him. He was good as dead anyway and his fate would have been no different if we had met in a fair fight. Wendiga’s were stronger and more powerful than our male counterparts. The Clans were matriarchal, honoring the females above all others since we were so rare and mighty.

  But then I did something that made no sense, a complete contradiction to the swirl of thoughts I was working through in my mind. I swam over to him and hooked my pawed feet into the crooks of his armpits, intending to take him with me.

  The water was disturbed and a pellet shot through the liquid to slice past my arm. Blood seeped from the wound into the water, drawing a small school of nibbling fish. Not a pellet, a bullet. I snarled, my eyes darting across the underside of the lake’s surface. I could make out shadows, humans with rifles.

  Had I been discovered? Were they here to end me? No, they could never have found me. It must have to do the invading Wendigo they hunted.

  I paused, using my senses to decide which direction head. The water had a strong current as it flowed from one subterranean cave to another. And it was flowing into me. I lived up river, and my instinct was to head for home. I turned and swam into the current. My cabin was on a plateau in between the mountains, but whoever was up there was not welcome. Clearly, they had bad intentions toward this Wendigo whose heavy ass I dragged through the water.

  My progress was slow, and after mere minutes my lungs started to burn, and I fought to keep my mouth closed. I had to breach the surface and breathe. I had to reach the surface and revive him. My own air was running low and I knew it would take a decent pummeling to bring this drowned creature back to life. With no other choice, I kicked to head up, my body heavy and weak from the lack of oxygen. I broke the still surface and gasped, knowing my heaving gulps were too loud and we were too close to where we’d fallen in to go unnoticed.

  “There!” The shout was indeed less than a few moments away had a Wendigo wanted to run it, but far enough that a human would take a minute to reach us.

  I thrashed my arms until I caught the riverbank and hauled myself out of the water. I crawled forward, dragging the Wendigo with me. The second we were on land I lunged up and slammed a fist down on his still chest. Again and again my heavy fist fell until he bucked and turned his head, vomiting water and chunks of what my nose recognized as masticated human flesh.

  Bullets peppered the snow around us and two found a mark, the Wendigo’s thigh. He jerked but was otherwise still.

  No more time to lose I grabbed his torso and slung him across my shoulders. Christ, he was a load. He was taller than me too, and his talon tipped feet scrapped the ground behind us. It would leave a trail a blind man could follow. Cursing my bad luck I knew then that I could not go home nor could I stay there on the riverbank so exposed. It would be foolish to abandon the blasted Wendigo to his fate since humankind were not supposed to know of our existence. There was one exception to that rule and that was my Da. If the Clans knew where he was he would be dead. That was the way of things.

  The decision to take
him with me and find somewhere dry and safe flitted through my mind in the blink of an eye. The hunting men had barely taken five running steps before I had worked out what I was to do.

  Re-orienting myself I took off across the snow, more bullets snapping at my heels until I passed the tree line. I did not slow and I did not stop. I headed up, pounding the earth and muttering to myself of foolhardy men and stupid beasts. One hand steadied my burden and the other was kept close my side, fisted loosely. I would need a free hand soon. My long stride ate the distance, and as I ran I called the storms to me. I had no time to cover our tracks and I could not move quickly enough if I was to climb the trees and jump between the trunks. I needed to confuse the hunters, lose them in the rainy dark. I wanted enough water to flood the forest floor and wash away any tracks we left as we passed through.

  The air temperature plummeted and I was able to speed up. I didn’t let the storm break. I held it at bay to let it gather in potency. They could follow us a way up the mountain but eventually the conditions would become too dangerous for them to pursue. They would have to turn back or risk being ensnared in the blizzard.

  I was a beast, not a pack mule, and soon found myself tiring, my feet stumbling. Feeling everything come to a head, I released my hold on the weather and felt the clouds quiver, rush down and release their might in a torrent of wind, rain and thunder.

  Soon, I came to a cluster of interconnected caves buried into the mountainside. I had prowled these caves from childhood and knew them well, visited them often. Exhausted, I lurched toward them. The cave would keep us hidden and safe as we recovered but as with all good things you had to earn them. The cave opening was fifty feet from the ground up a vertical climb. The appeal of bearing such a hulking weight as I traversed such a steep climb was less than none.